Ok. It's a long story:
19 weeeks and 3 days ago I met him: Boldizsar. Then over the next few weeks I fell in love until now where I would do anything just to see him. I knew he liked me - you just know when he's looking at you all the time and finding excuses to hold you in his arms and he's hinting to you.... We were both shy - me even shyer! He's a bit older than me (and I'm 15!), although many have said I look about 18/19. He's also from Hungary. We're in England.
We knew nothing would ever happen but he's so kind and sweet and handsome and caring and funny and he has these amazing and fascinating eyes! I can't stop my love.
But when I went for dinner where he works everyone was there that I knew except for him. A new Czech guy was saying many people are just temporary and go back to their home country.
All I could think was "where is Bo?"
And I'm so worried I'll never even see him again. For 136 days he's been all I've thought about. I know this is love and not just a crush. I can't stop crying and it's as though my entire heart belongs to someone who doesn't know it and who doesn't exist.
Have you ever missed someone like this? Do you still miss them and think of them all the time?

